WOW...im alot more lucky than i thought. :D

NaErOk8MiN4LyfE: j/p! i want you..and nicole. and lia jeni.. i want everyone for christmas!!
NaErOk8MiN4LyfE: hahaahah
NaErOk8MiN4LyfE: ORGY!!
NaErOk8MiN4LyfE: j/p j/p
Phily86: lol and im the only guy! :-D
Phily86: YAY!!!
posted by Philip at 10:45 PM

 
Fucken hell...yes that is where i live. Nothing but damn stress. ARGH. CRAP CRAP CRAP. I hate how so many fucken people are nothing but liars!! all of them! nothing but too faced liars. I hate this shit!! Why do the people i care about are the people who hurt me the most? Wat kinda of bullshit is that? ARGH...i did my best...i tried to make myself happy...i laughed..i joked..i smiled...i did all that i could. But in the end everything comes back to me!! fuck that! It freakin pissess me off that i do wat i can so OTHERS wont be affected...but in the end they are juss assholes and bitches to me again... so why not PISS THEM OFF!! Why not fuckin do wat i want and just piss off people to serve some revenge?! Argh...but i cant...cuz then later all i do is fucken "regret" it. Heh i would like to do many things RIGHT NOW...and i can tell all of u out there and especially myself...that was i WANT to do...i KNOW i will NEVER regret. I would gladly like to beat the shit out of many people right now. And i would do nothing but smile and laugh as the scream in pain. I hate this. I do wat i can 4 others and get BULLSHIT back. wat the hell do all of u want from me!!?!?! ahhh fuck it... 2morrow is another day of hell...but its a short one... oh whoop-dee-doo...i get to go home and go crazy from the bordem..PSH! fuck that.
posted by Philip at 9:12 PM